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Bala left and I got busy moving all of Prakash’s stuff to the guest bedroom. After all, I didn’t want anything of his in my room anymore. Tomorrow when he comes back from his clandestine vacation reality should hit him really hard.
My bedroom from now on was only for my lovers and not for him anymore. I don’t care anymore if he even sees me entering my room with one of my bed mates to enjoy sex.
I was way past that stage already. After moving all his stuff, I sat down with a coffee in the hall when the doorbell rang. I saw the time, it had to be my children.
As expected I answered the door to two energetic teenagers. My elder son asked “why are you looking so exhausted mom? You look like you just ran a marathon”.
In my mind I thought what transpired between me and Bala was nothing short of a marathon. I smiled and said “I was busy cleaning and reorganising the house. So I am a little tired”.
Both went to their room to freshen up but my elder son came back quickly to the hall. He gave me his usual bear hug and asked “mom everything looks exactly the same, so what did you reorganise”?
I quickly thought about the consequences of what I was about to say. My elder son is definitely mature enough to understand things, so I decided to tell him some truth anyway.
I took him to the guest room and showed him all of Prakash’s stuff. He was shocked, he asked “mom are you both getting a divorce”? I calmly replied “no my dear, what makes you think so”?
He said “then why have you moved dad’s stuff out of your room”? I calmly said “Daddy is going to sleep here only from now on dear”. My son panicked even more now.
He asked “so which means both of you have had a fight”? I said “yes and we have decided that this is a better option than living in separate houses and the family reputation outside this house will also not suffer”.
My son was looking very sad and dejected now. He said “not that it is any of my business mom but what was the fight about”? I replied “have patience dear, I will let daddy explain it to you first hand when he comes back from his business trip tomorrow”.
My son still continued with a sad face and I knew how hard it is for him to digest all this. I hugged and comforted him saying “don’t worry dear, mummy loves both of you to no end and will always be with you no matter what happens”.
He hugged me back more lovingly before departing to his room. Tonight dinner was very quiet because my younger son had also gotten up to speed by his elder brother by now.
After dinner I sat on the sofa with both my sons cuddled up on either sides of me. I already knew that they both are much more closer to me and love me a lot more than Prakash.
So I spent some time with them pacifying and reassuring them. Then we all retired to our rooms. I slept quickly and woke up at five the next morning.
I quickly got fresh and dressed up in a hot nighty without inners in preparation for my young bull’s arrival. I waited by the door and as soon as Bala came I signalled him to keep his milk can by the door and quietly come inside.