“I love him, too, and I love you,” she said. “I would never do anything to hurt either of you,” she held me and petted my hair. “I would make love to both of you if you’d let me. Do you think he would?”
I sat up. “I wouldn’t know how to ask him,” I confessed. “The thought never entered my head until I kissed you, honey.”
“I thought you were hot the first time I saw you,” she said. That soft low laugh rumbled up. “You two are the most loving people I’ve ever known. You are such a MILF, Kara, and Randy is smoking hot. I’ve been lusting after both of you.”
“I’m afraid, baby,” I told her. “I love you so much, and Randy and I love Andie so much, too. I wouldn’t risk our relationship for anything, no matter how much I want you. I won’t risk my relationship with Randy, either.”
She laughed again. “I think that genie is out of the bottle, Kara. I know how you feel about me and you know how I feel about you. Randy doesn’t know, and I won’t risk anything about our relationship either. I want to make love to you, Kara, but we can’t do that without Randy being okay with it. I won’t mention a word to him if you don’t want me to. If I could find a way to bring it up to him, would you be willing?”
“Maybe, yes, no, hell, I don’t know, honey,” I said. “This is so weird! Would you really make love to both of us?”
“In a heartbeat,” she said. “Either one of you, one at a time or all of us together, it doesn’t matter to me. I love you both and I want to love you every way possible. It just seems to be a way to show how deeply I love you. You’ve both been so good to Andie and me. I can’t help loving you. I would share myself with you in every way possible and I would get to have that intimacy with you that I can’t get in any other way. Why shouldn’t three people who love each other have that?”
“I have no idea,” I said. “My mind is whirling, Syndy. I need time to sort all this out in my head. I need to talk to Randy, although I have no idea what to say to him.”
“Why don’t you let me try?” she asked.
“No!” I protested. “I’m afraid, Syndy. What if he thinks I don’t love him anymore or he gets jealous? What if he falls in love with you and doesn’t want me anymore? He might be mad at me for wanting you and his heart would break and I would just kill myself!” I was getting panicked.
“Shhh,” she shushed me. “It’s okay, Kara. I won’t say anything without your permission. We’ll think about it and if we can find a way, we’ll do it. If we can’t find a way, we’ll just love each other like before and everything will be fine. This is big, but it doesn’t have to be a disaster. Do you trust me?”
“Yes, of course I do, but I just don’t want anyone to be hurt,” I was very sure about that. “Please, Syndy, just let me think. Don’t do anything. We’ll talk about this and decide what to do, but I need time to think.”
“I’ve got the rest of your life,” she smiled. “You’re older than me. Relax, Kara, it’s me. I told you, I’ve been drooling over you since the first time I saw you. I’m so happy you want me. I won’t do anything that makes you uncomfortable except this.”