Financially all will be fine and I made sure that Jennifer understands nothing will change for her. The biggest problem is that Brenda made it known she wants Jennifer to stay with her when school is out. I have always been the one Jennifer shares everything with. I know everything about Jennifer and I know she does not share that much with Brenda.
Jenny called me last week as she often does, actually we speak every day, and wanted to assure me she plans on staying with me when she is out of College for the summer. That brought me great relief; I really need her around now that I am single. I am certain we will enjoy a truly wonderful summer together!
Jennifer also knows how and when Brenda and I got pregnant; so she has always been very careful around boys. I have encouraged her to date more, but she has always made sports and education her number one priority. I am certain she has a long trail of broken hearts in her path. These young boys can’t help but fall in love with her. Jennifer is the ideal young lady, very beautiful; but also very caring, open, and friendly.
As exams got going and Jenny was slowly packing her things, the excitement of having her home for the summer began to build. She called more and more. Our conversations were filled with happiness and something else, a certain aura started to evolve. We have always been close but the good bye “I love you” moments lasted longer and longer. Neither of us really wanted to hang up, we just held on to each word as long as we could.
Finally today she will be home. She called when she left school. She has called three times while on the road. I told her to drive careful and not worry about anything here at the house. I have plenty of her favorite foods and refreshments, plus tomorrow we are going for a long run followed by a day at the spa for herself!
Hearing her car pulling into the garage and park where once Brenda had parked, I dart out to greet her. Jenny wastes no time jumping out of her car and into my waiting arms. That hug brought me to tears, feeling her so close also knowing she choose to be with me rather than Brenda was all I could think of.
Jenny raises her eyes to mine and our lips are like magnets pulling each other into a kiss beyond Father/Daughter expectations. Jennifer and I didn’t care about anything else at that moment; we just kiss with all the passion I have ever felt. No judgment, no fear, no inhibition; just pure passion for each other.
Breaking for some much-needed oxygen, we giggle softly for a moment then once again we bring our lips together. I feel her tongue parting my lips and I accept her tongue with delight. Our hands wrap tightly around each other’s body and we feel the warmth glowing from our hearts.
This time when our lips part Jenny begins to whispers. “I love you Daddy”. Placing my hands on her soft face and gently caressing her I respond in kind. “Jennifer, I truly love you with my whole heart.”
We grab each other’s hand and walk into the house, leaving the work of unloading for later. For now we just seem to want to share our first privacy. Nothing could ever prepare us for a moment like this. There was no plan, there was no discussion, and there was no question why as we walk hand in hand towards my bedroom.