I looked again at him totally blank about what he was trying to say. He continued “What is your definition of being satisfied? Sorry to be asking such questions but I am only trying to help you”.
His last words calmed down my nerves greatly making me look at him like a friend and possibly my guru. I honestly replied “I don’t know how to answer that question Rafiq”.
He now stood up and held my face, he said “do you have someone with whom you discuss your bedroom life or problems with”? Other than my husband no other man had held my face like this and it sent electric shocks thru my body… I nodded negative.
He asked in a warmer and friendly tone “do you need help Anita”? His offer and warmth almost melted my heart and out of natural instincts I hugged him resting my face on his shoulder and said “yes…Rafiq, I do”.
I only realised after a few moments that I was hugging an outsider and that too while in my underwear only. I tried to break the hug but Rafiq was now holding me very firmly in his strong arms and that weakened my resolve with every passing second.
He was the first man other than my husband who was hugging me like this. During this hug I felt something stiff touch my belly and it sent alarm bells off in my head when I realised that it was his manhood.
While I have felt it before many times, but today it felt different. Recollecting my earlier thoughts that I wanted to experiment with Prakash’s idea today, I let go of my hesitation and hugged him back with full enthusiasm.
After the hug I noticed a change in Rafiq’s demeanour because he still was holding my face and smiling. Then he brought his lips close to mine and kissed me.
I was not yet ready for this so I turned my face away but only after he had already kissed me for a few seconds. Rafiq quickly said “I am sorry Anita, that was a mistake”.
I looked at him and said “that’s ok Rafiq” and totally disengaged from him. I now had mixed feelings of guilt, shame and embarrassment about what I had done.
To be continued….
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