I don’t know how to describe that moment. I was so sad. I have so many questions for her but she has left. Atleast I have to say her that I liked her but I can’t. I have left kollur with a deep sorrow.
NOW
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Since it is the time of horn bills breeding I have taken 1 week leave and went to north east region of india to shoot them. Once as usual I was travelling to a place called —— in —— which has large coal mines. In those parts the common transport are jeeps (other than the buses i.e.). When I got off from the train I realized I had lost the address and phone numbers I needed for references to reach my destination venue. I felt completely isolated in the unfamiliar place.
Then happened the most accidental thing. I have seen Lakshmi in the jeep, but with a baby in hand. I smiled at her, but she didn’t. The guy who had been travelling with her is her husband and all the way from Andhra. That guy asked me “what happened. You are looking nervous”. I have told him that I missed the address and I am unaware of the local language too. Then he offered to help me out.
He said I could come to his house and stay until I could locate my destination. I accepted his offer and joined him in his jeep. I was told it was about 2 to 3 hours drive to his house. His name was Naveen. Naveen and his few other male friends sat in the front seats along with his wife and kid. I sat in the back side with all the luggage and goods. There was a partition between where I sat and the others in the front. We couldn’t see each other. He seemed pretty inconsiderate towards his wife because a little later I smelt a lot of smoke from bidis which the men must’ve been smoking. Lakshmi didn’t seem comfortable with all that smoke while bearing a baby in arm, so she was told to sit in the back seat with me. He didn’t seem to even bother letting his wife sit with a stranger in the partitioned back seat. She came and sat next to me as there was no other place with loads of parcels stuffed together with me. There was very little space for the two of us, hence terribly uncomfortable. Lakshmi squeezed herself in whatever little space was there between the door and me. From the brief association with her, I noticed she was a shy and dominated woman.
But she had a strong passion in her big wide beautiful eyes. She kept her entire body from head to toe covered under the saree so I could only see her eyes. Yet her overall figure confirmed that she was well-shaped inside. When she sat sticking close to me, it was first her buttocks that pressed deep into my hand which was placed exactly under her buttock. Neither of us could avoid the situation due to lack of space. Knowing the helplessness, she didn’t seem to mind. But the heat from her ass was burning my hand and eventually the soul, sending a powerful temptation of lust for her. My mouth was watering and whole face was sweating.
She looked embarrassed wondering how to feed the baby in front of me. I simply turned my face in opposite direction to make her feel comfortable. She covered her head and whole upper portion with the saree and carefully opened the blouse buttons and also the bra. I could see a shadow figure of her bare tits thru the thin saree material against the strong outside light. I felt possessed by an evil spirit pushing my hands to pull away the saree to get a mouthful of her huge balls. But due to the baby I had to control myself. Yet at the slightest jerk of the jeep I tried to brush my hands or elbows against her most sensitive parts. She was getting the message and seemed to agree in co-operating with me but at a later time. Later when we reached their house I saw that Naveen owned a reasonably big bungalow. He said he runs a transport company and own quite a few trucks therefore has to often go outstation. He tried to convince me that even if he may not be there with us his wife will see to it that I am comfortable and fulfil all my needs. My mind had other wilder ideas about fulfilment of needs and waited eagerly to know when he had to leave for such an outstation trip and for how long would he be away. Next morning he told me he had to go to Madras and it might keep him away for nearly 10 days. Once again he gave lots of instructions to Lakshmi that she should look after me very well and see to it that I am not deprived of any necessities. Saying so, he left Lakshmi and me alone with the harmless kid.
My eyes were on high alert. The first day in their house, Lakshmi served me a good wholesome breakfast after having the food she told me that she wants to talk with me even I was also waiting for that moment.
She came up with hot coffee and we have moved to the front area of the house and sat there on the chairs.