I immediately felt the warm sensation of her gums and long tongue. In an instant she shoved my whole entire dick in in her mouth and started doing the motions of a normal blowjob. While I had a blowjob before, the sensation I felt here was nothing like anything before. I could feel my penis on the back of her tongue and on the roof of her mouth. She took my penis out for a while and stroked it. Then she spat on the tip of my cock and proceeded to suck it again. As time went on, I found myself getting lost in this sensation. Her mouth was sucking my cock very pleasurably and I couldn’t help but feel numb to everything else around me. For a good 5 minutes she went back and forth, taking it in and taking it out, sucking my dick. She went at a relatively moderate pace, and I was lasting for a while. She then went to take me all the way and deepthroat my dick into her mouth. As I went deeper in her mouth, the more I could feel the textures of her tongue. Eventually with all the sensations from my mother’s blowjob, I had to throw in the towel. I gave a quick 5 knocks on the wall to signal that I was about to ejaculate. To my Suprise, Amala pulled out and said, “here it’s your first time. I want you to enjoy it, cum in my mouth.” She then put my cock back in her mouth and proceeded to start sucking, faster than she did before. I couldn’t hold it anymore, within a couple of seconds more of her throating my cock, I exploded semen into her mouth. I breathed heavily and even stood up on my tippy toes to push in deeper in her mouth. Eventually my mother gagged and pulled my cock out, stroking me lightly afterwards. “Woooo, wow that something. You had quite the load on you” she said after swallowing. Still trying to catch my breath after my orgasm, she patted my dick back, motioning me to take it out the hole. “Ok I hope you enjoyed it, bring in the next guy when you leave.” I pulled my pants up and got my bearings. Before I left, I took out my wallet, took out all the cash I had from it, and then put it through the hole as a thank you tip to my mother. “Omg are you serious, thank you so much you’re a sweetheart. I won’t forget you, what’s your name?” I didn’t want to give my real name, so I whispered, “Jay,” which wasn’t my real name but close to it (Jenson). “Well J next time you come here tell me your name and I’ll give you some special treatment love”. After she finished thanking me, I left swiftly. I didn’t want to tempt her by coming out and seeing who I was, so I left the booth.
Chapter 8 – Post Ejaculation Clarity –
I made my way to the exit of the area and back through the tunnel. I felt relaxed and relieved, like I let go of a bunch of pent-up energy. But at the same time, I felt sick, extremely sick. I distinctly remember on the way out feeling nauseated… nauseated from the deed that I just committed. I got an anonymous blowjob from my mother, while knowing she was my mother. I secretly attained oral sex from my mother, and she didn’t know. I know people in my life that would think of this as an accomplishment, but really, I thought of it as a guilty pleasure. I could not deny that the sexual handling from my mother was like no other and I enjoyed it, but it felt like a violation, like it was a bad deed. And this made me extremely guilty and stressed. When I got home, all I could think about was what I did. The feeling of stress reminds me of the time I started smoking weed in secret from my mother. After hiding my stash and smoking I felt guilty and stressed that my mother might find out. Eventually she caught me smoking. I remember feeling shameful and disappointed in myself. However, while my mom was hesitant to let me off the hook, she encouraged me to tell her things like this rather than hide it in secret. In other words, she still loved me, even in my lapses in judgment or mistakes as a kid.