I did not have the courage to ask Dinesh for sex so resigned to what I had. Then Mala shared links with me where I could watch porn and read erotica.
This opened the flood gates of my mind and my sexuality. I learnt about masturbation for the first time. I came to realize that what I had experienced was not even the tip of the iceberg.
I watched a video where a woman pleasures herself and imitated it completely. I could not believe the pleasures I felt surging thru my body that too while using just my fingers.
Soon I was blown over by the first ever orgasm of my life. From being jobless all day earlier, I got addicted to my phone and masturbation full time now.
I fingered myself till I was tired and fell asleep. Now the occasional sex with Dinesh still felt like the icing on the cake. Though he never lasted long enough till I got my orgasm but he still got me nicely warmed up.
So after he would rollover and sleep, I would continue fingering myself till a satisfactory orgasm. Every year on our anniversary he would take me out to some resort or holiday destination for a week to ten days.
Here also the same once or twice only sex continued. All the while he used to be engrossed in his novels or office laptop along with alcohol. I would get bored to no end sitting idle or wandering around the resort property trying to kill time.
Years later, here we were out again on our fifth anniversary for a two-week holiday. We had come to a resort which was built on a hill top surrounded by lush greenery and lot more hills.
It truly felt very refreshing to be here away from the hustle and bustle of the city. We reached the resort in the morning and Dinesh settled with his books and drink like he always does.
This time I had enough, I said “we have come to such a beautiful hill station resort for the first time. Can we go out and explore the pristine nature and surroundings”?
Dinesh said “I am busy reading something very interesting, you carry on and join me here by 2pm for lunch. So here I was to go out again by myself on my honeymoon while my hubby was engrossed in his novel.
This was the tipping point of my frustration, I said “fine I am going for a walk to explore the property and surroundings. Call my phone when you need me”.
He nodded his head in affirmative without even looking up from his novel. Dinesh called me during lunch time and I joined him. Then the rest of the day and the first night went by without any action.
Next day he lay lazing on the lounge chair reading his novel again. After breakfast at 9am I again asked “do you want to join me to explore the wilderness Dinesh? It is so beautiful and untouched”.
Even without looking up from his novel, he said “no you carry on Reena, I am sure you have already acquainted yourself very nicely with this place”. I stormed out of there really frustrated and took a new less explored uphill jungle route.
I so wanted to just get lost and never have to come back to this idiot. I had only trekked five minutes into the thick bushes when out of the blue someone pulled a sack over my face and lifted me off my feet with strong hands.